You will never get that from her. And me not wasting my time on forgiveness is not burying my head in the sand. I just can't be bothered to have those feelings for her. I believe in karma and I'll just let the universe take care of the people who steal, con and misuse funds that were not meant for them.

I'm going to say this and I don't mean this to be bitchy. I say this as someone who has lost 3 people in my life in the last month. Life is precious. Too precious to waste feelings on people who don't deserve your energy. Some of you are letting her get to you too much. Don't give her that power over your life. I mean that sincerely. She is not worth it. And if she is that upsetting to you, I would not give her the time of day. Life is too short. She is not worth the aggravation. For all of the reasons stated previously. Find your joy elsewhere.

For everyone else, feel free to snark and comment on her. I'm here for that. She hasn't been back long enough to say that she has changed. Anyone can look like a redeemed individual on camera a few minutes out of a day. Hell, even OJ seemed nice anytime TMZ caught him on the street.

The PPP loans don't bother me. The govt oversees that funding just like they do medicaid, food assistance etc. We personally know several that received much more than Meg(up to 1.2 mill). If the govt doesn't think it was wrong then I let it go. Its been years since the money was handed out so Complaining about it is like beating a broken drum.

Maybe you don't need to forgive someone who means nothing to you? In my opinion, there is nothing for me to forgive. She's a stranger who I will never meet. Forgiveness is reserved for people who do wrong to me or someone close to me. She has no impact in my life whatsoever. I hold no resentments because she just doesn't have that power in my life.

Now do I dislike what she did to that dog? Hell yes. Did she have a huge ego and show her ugly side? Hell yes. But forgiveness is really for the person who forgives, right? She isn't in my life, so I don't even feel the need to forgive. Just my opinion, so I totally understand if people don't agree.

I think she was mentally in a bad place post-Europe. We could all see it. She looked depressed in those screenshots that were shared from her website videos. They did the right thing when they stopped filming. But it probably became abundantly clear that filming was the best way for her to make money so they had no choice but to come back.

My hair stylist has one rule with her clients. If you want to dye your hair blonde, leave that to the professionals. I dye my hair to cover the gray. I have brownish red hair and I found a color that is very close to that. My stylist says that's fine. Just deep condition and it won't damage your hair. But blonde, no way. Leave it to the professionals.