Motherhood'sGreatWhenTheKidsAreOutOfStateLikeJen Pt. 269

I don’t know if it’s been discussed but I found the song choices in the new video interesting “I don’t like being on my own, I could use someone hold. I’ve been trying to fill the void, but my bed is getting cold. Because I don’t have you, I don’t have us at least not anymore. You said you had to go away just to figure out who you are and I’m in this empty house with your pictures on the wall , but I don’t have you, I don’t have us, at least not anymore…:I’m waiting for love, trying to forget about you makes me restless”. I really wonder if she’s realizing what she’s done and having huge regrets.

Someone I know from H.S. who just posted how she is getting divorced and that it's healthy/She shouldn't be ashamed. Separating is the best when you're feeling unvalued. Except, I have watched this girl obsess over the years about becoming a pilot. She had a baby around the same time she decided she wanted to start taking flying lessons. Everything was always about her flying. She never ever shared anything about her baby. Once in a while she would speak of him because she was taking him flying with her for fun. I'm sure the kid loved it, but it was her favorite activity and I never seen her talk about or share photos of her taking him to kids museums, theme parks, parks and really just nothing. Before her baby, her and her husband would go places and she would always share those moments. She always talked about how supportive her husband was with her goals becoming a pilot and she flew to a lot of places, but her son and husband were never with her. I always thought it was strange how her husband just stays home with the kid, works and she goes off to wherever whenever because it's her passion. This has been for years and finally someone asked her where her husband was and why he or their child never goes with her on these trips. She responded to everyone else's praises about how cool she was and what an awesome experience and ignored that one question. I was thinking this chick is like watching Jenn. It's cool she followed her dreams, but why did she get married and have a kid only to ignore them for her own needs. Her and her husband were married like 5 years before they had a child and she was always gushing about his unwavering support in anything she wanted and what a good guy he was and he was her world. Enter child and her new obsession, that all stopped. It was all about her. So weird. And now she's saying she felt unvalued which is why she is getting divorced. I'm just thinking maybe he had enough of being second to flying and all her flying buddies and literally being a single father while she travels. She and Jenn would make a great pair.

As far as the peloton goes….I bet she injured herself somehow.